SPYAIR - My World [Lyric+Translation]

Artist	:	SPYAIR
Title	:	My World
Album	:	Just Do It (2012)

Kanji

 

壁にもたれて 一晩中 考えてみたんだ 自分のこと
選んだ行く先はここでいいのか? 分からなくなるんだ
でも 答えなんて出ないままさ
ドコにいたって必死なモノさ
うつむいた視線を 少し上げ
見えた朝は澄んでた

僕が僕であるために…
失っちゃいけないモノはなに?
簡単にでない 答えは 辛くて苦しいよ
たった一度のMissを何度もクヨクヨしないで
歩けば 愛せるかな My World

大事にしたいと思うほど
どうして離れてくのだろう?
「もうこれ以上はない」と言いながら また求めるけど…
形の見えないモノに 名前をつけて 「夢」や「愛」と
呼ぶことで少し 誇らし気
Ah 本当はそんなんじゃないのに…

僕が僕であるために…
この言葉が迷わせる
簡単にでない 答えは 辛くて苦しいよ
せめて、前を向いて行こう モタモタせずに
探し物は見つかるはず このWorldで

伝わらなくて 投げ出した
全部壊れてしまえばいいと思っていた
でも違う…
悲しみさえ 優しさに変えていけたら
少しずつだけど 世界を好きになれる
だから…

僕が僕であるために…
それがナニかを探して
傷つき 立ち止まり
辛くて苦しいよ
だけど、一度っきりだ 自分をクヨクヨ責めずに
歩けば 愛せるさ My World

光は進む先にある

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Romaji

Kabe ni motarete hitoban juu kangaete mitan da jibun no koto
Eranda yuku saki wa koko de ii no ka? Wakara naku narun da
Demo kotae nante denai mama sa
Doko ni itatte hisshi na mono sa
Utsu muita shisen wo sukoshi age
Mieta asa wa sundeta

Boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Ushinaccha ike nai mono wa nani?
Kantan ni de nai kotae wa tsurakute kurushii yo
Tatta ichido no miss wo nando mo kuyo kuyo shi naide
Arukeba aiseru kana my world

Daiji ni shi tai to omou hodo
Doushite hanare teku no darou?
“Mou kore ijou wa nai” to ii nagara mata motomeru kedo…
Katachi no mie nai mono ni namae wo tsukete “yume” ya “ai” to
Yobu koto de sukoshi hoko rashige
Ah hontou wa son nan janai noni…

Boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Kono kotoba ga mayo waseru
Kantan ni de nai kotae wa tsura kute kurushii yo
Semete, mae wo muite yukou mota mota sezu ni
Sagashi mono wa mitsu karu hazu kono world de

Tsutawara nakute nage dashita
Zenbu kowarete shimae ba ii to omotte ita
Demo chigau…
Kanashimi sae yasashisa ni kaete ike tara
Sukoshi zutsu dakedo sekai wo suki ni nareru
Dakara…

Boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
Sore ga nani ka wo saga shite
Kizu tsuki tachi domari
Tsura kute kurushii yo
Dakedo, ichido kkiri da jibun wo kuyo kuyo semezu ni
Arukeba aiseru sa my world

Hikari wa susumu saki ni aru

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English Translation

Leaning against the wall, I thought about myself the whole night
Was it the right choice to go this way? I don’t know anymore
I still can’t find the answer, but no matter where I am
I have to desperately work my hardest
I was looking down, but I lifted my head up slightly
And saw a clear morning

For me to be myself…
What is the thing that I can’t afford to lose?
I can’t find the answer easily, it feels so painful, I can’t breathe
Don’t keep brooding over that one mistake
If I keep on walking, will I grow to love it? My world

Why is it that the more I want to cherish something
The further away it gets from me?
“I won’t go beyond this,” saying that, yet longing for it again…
Giving names like “dream” or “love” to those invisible things
And feeling a little proud when calling them by those names
Ah, but actually, that’s not what they’re about…

For me to be myself…
That sentence makes me confused
I can’t find the answer easily, it feels so painful, I can’t breathe
But at least, I should look up and walk on without dawdling
I’m sure I can find what I’m looking for inside this world

My thoughts couldn’t be conveyed, so I flung them aside
I even wished for everything to be destroyed
But that’s not it…
If even grief can be turned into kindness
Slowly but surely, I can start liking this world
So…

For me to be myself…
Searching for what exactly I need
Getting hurt, stopping in my tracks
It feels so painful, I can’t breathe
But I’ll only live once, so without brooding and blaming myself
If I just keep on walking, I will be able to love my world

Because there is light on the road ahead